🌀 Buddhism for Real Life — Part 4 of 10
A Buddhist series for real life. See all posts in the series.
When I first started meditating, I was weirdly tense about it.
I’d sit down with the best of intentions — you know, to find some peace, or clarity, or at least to stop checking my email every six minutes. But within seconds, I’d start wondering:
Am I doing this right?
Should I be thinking nothing?
Why is my nose suddenly the itchiest nose in the history of noses?
It felt like I was trying to win at being calm — which kind of defeated the whole point.
Even now, after years of off-and-on practice, I still catch myself trying too hard. But what’s helped most is letting go of the idea that meditation is something to master. It’s not a project. It’s not a personality trait. It’s just a way to pause.
And honestly? A single breath counts.
🪷 Just One Breath (Really)
If you’re not sure where to start, start here:
- Sit however is comfortable — couch, bed, chair, dog bed (not judging).
- Let your eyes close gently, or not.
- Take one slow breath. Feel where it lands — in your chest, your belly, your nose.
- That’s it.
If you want to keep going, go ahead. If not, that one breath still mattered.
Sometimes I sit for ten minutes. Sometimes I take one breath in the car before walking into a grocery store. The practice is the coming back — not how long you stay.
When your mind wanders (which it will, because it’s a mind), just notice it.
Say, “thinking” or “planning” or “criticizing my own meditation form again,” and gently return.
That’s it.
That’s the whole thing.
🌳 Why It Doesn’t Have to Be Intense
The Buddha tried pushing himself to the brink — fasting, harsh discipline, even extreme self-denial — and found it didn’t lead to insight. What did? Sitting under a tree and just being with his experience. Not fighting it. Not fixing it.
So no, you don’t need to sit cross-legged for an hour in a Himalayan cave.
You just need to pause. To pay attention. To notice you’re alive right now — even if you’re a little cranky, or sleepy, or itchy.
And that noticing? It’s enough.
Meditation isn’t about becoming a better version of yourself.
It’s about being a gentler version of yourself — with whatever’s happening.
☕ Try This Instead of Forcing It
You don’t need a special app or a sacred space. You just need… a few seconds of real attention. Here are a few ways I sneak it in:
- Tea breathing: Before you take that first sip, pause. Feel the warmth. One breath.
- Before the inbox: Take one slow breath before checking email. Feel your feet. Then dive in (or maybe don’t).
- Walking to the kitchen: Instead of rushing, walk slowly. Feel the ground. Hear the sounds. It’s only five steps, but it’s yours.
You’re not trying to stop your thoughts. You’re just meeting them with less panic and more curiosity.
The world will keep spinning.
But you don’t have to spin with it.
